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  SHELLY LAURENSTON

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  Title Page

  PROLOGUE

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  CHAPTER SIXTEEN

  CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

  CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

  CHAPTER NINETEEN

  CHAPTER TWENTY

  CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

  CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

  CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE

  CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR

  CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE

  CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX

  CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN

  CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT

  CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE

  CHAPTER THIRTY

  EPILOGUE

  Copyright Page

  PROLOGUE

  He packed more dirt on her body.

  She felt it now. Felt the dirt falling against her face, her arms and legs. He was trying to wipe away all evidence of her. Pretend she didn’t exist. Pretend she’d never existed.

  He’d like that.

  She breathed and dirt went up her nose. She began to panic. Then she remembered the words.

  The words the veiled woman had spoken to her. Her voice had been strong, confident. She’d called herself Skuld and she’d offered her something no one ever had before.

  “You’ll be my vengeance. You’ll be my rage. It’s in you and now . . . now you can let it out. Release it. Revel in it. Drown yourself in it.”

  Could she? She’d allowed her rage to come out once before. . . and now she was in her grave. Her husband piling dirt on her. Burying her. Burying the truth.

  Her truth.

  No. She wouldn’t let him do that. She’d never let him get away with that. She’d told him to back off just once and this was what he did. He killed her.

  But Skuld was giving her more than just a second chance. She knew that as the rage flowed through her like wine. Through her bloodstream, into her muscles.

  She pulsated with life and hatred.

  So. Much. Hatred.

  She couldn’t wait to unleash it upon the world.

  But first . . . him.

  The dirt was packed tight, but she was stronger now. No longer the weak thing he kept weaker with bizarre diets and restrictions on when she could eat. Strength pounded throughout her body and she used that strength to force her fists through the dirt he’d packed on top of her. As she moved up, pushing her way through, she could hear voices. He was no longer alone.

  Orders were given. “Drop the shovel! Hands above your head! Do it now!”

  The police.

  She didn’t care.

  Her hands broke through the dirt, and she took a moment to stretch her fingers before she pressed them against the ground and pulled the rest of her body out.

  As she cleared the earth, one of the officers, gun held out in front of him, leaned over and with wide eyes watched.

  So shocked, he didn’t say a word, even as she launched herself out of her grave and at her husband’s back, wrapping her arms around his shoulders, legs, and around his waist.

  Opening her mouth wide, she bit down on the side of his neck, tearing through flesh and muscle into the veins below.

  He screamed, spinning in circles, hands reaching back, trying desperately to pry her off. But she wouldn’t let go. Not until he was dead. She wanted him dead.

  “Get her off me!” he begged the officers. “Dear God! Get her off!”

  Some of the police began to laugh, until they saw the blood stream down her husband’s shoulder and chest.

  More hands reached for her, trying to pull her off. They could do nothing. She was too strong.

  At least she was until the officers were pushed away by one man and big hands grabbed her around the waist, yanking her away.

  “Jesus!” someone screamed when a good chunk of her husband’s neck went with her. She spit it out, along with blood and saliva, snarling like a wild animal as she struggled to get back to him. To finish him off.

  Her husband dropped to the ground, hand over his wound, eyes locked on her. They both knew that he’d killed her . . . and yet she lived. Despite him she lived.

  “I’ll kill you for what you did!” she screamed. “I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you!”

  She just kept screaming that last phrase over and over again. She couldn’t stop herself.

  The big hands around her waist quickly carried her out, around the house, and over to a black SUV. He shifted her into one arm and used his free hand to open the back door. He put her inside, hand on her chest to keep her pinned to the seat.

  Then he spoke to her. Not in English but in a language that sounded distantly familiar. He just kept saying the same thing over and over. She still didn’t understand him, but the voice and the sound of the words moved through her until the rage dissipated.

  When she finally calmed down, he stared at her for a long moment, studying her. And she studied him right back. Blond hair. Blue eyes. Big. Nordic.

  He glanced back at the other officers coming toward them.

  “Just be calm,” he ordered her. “I’ll get you where you need to go, but you need to calm down.”

  He stood straight, releasing her, watched her a second more until he finally shook his big head.

  “I fucking hate dealing with new Crows,” he complained. “Hate it.”

  CHAPTER ONE

  When he touched her knee again, Jace Berisha gritted her teeth and forced a smile.

  Keep it together, she told herself. You can do this.

  Although she really didn’t want to do this. She didn’t want to be in this temporarily closed Santa Monica club haggling over gods-blessed trinkets. She wanted to be back at the Bird House, reading . . . something. Anything. But, sadly, she was the one among the Los Angeles Crow Clan who could speak Russian as well as a whole host of other Slavic and romance languages and some that were neither of those. A skill that had one time served a very different purpose. But it had been her key. The key to getting her out of her First Life and—happily—into her Second. True, she’d had to die for that to happen. At the hands of her bastard ex-husband.

  But it was a price she’d pay again to be here.

  So although undercover work was not really her forte, she’d do it for the women she called sisters and the goddess who’d given her so much. Because she chose. Something she was told never to do.

  She’d just have to find a way to keep her now-infamous temper in check.

  Because she wasn’t just a Crow. She was a Berserker Crow. A Crow whose rage was used during battles to terrify and destroy, not necessarily in that order.

  Jace wished she saw her role as Berserker Crow as some sort of curse, but she didn’t. She enjoyed her rage the way some people enjoy
ed babies or a gorgeous new sports car.

  Still, if only . . . if only she had more control over it. She had a little, but once her rage was really sprung, there was no pulling back until she’d spent it on whoever had set it off in the first place.

  A tendency that worked well in the heat of battle but not so much when the Crows were trying something a little different from their usual “get in, kill everybody, get out” work scenarios.

  Tonight the Crows were trying negotiating, a skill most of them were only known for in the downtown LA jewelry district.

  Usually, when the Crows were called in, it was so they could get back what had been stolen from the gods and kill everyone who’d had anything to do with the theft. And if the blood of an innocent had been spilt . . . let’s just say, some of what the Crows had done over the years to avenge that had become legendary.

  This time, however, they knew for a fact that those who currently had the Rhine bracelet that belonged to one of the Fates had absolutely no clue what they held. They hadn’t used it. Hadn’t spilled blood over it. They were simply some club owners who were trying to sell the pretty bracelet to the highest bidder. So it was decided that killing these men would be unnecessary.

  Of course, none of the gentlemen they were dealing with were innocent in the big scheme of things, but they weren’t pure evil, either.

  At least that had been their leader Chloe’s belief. Jace, however, knew better. Before she’d been taken away by her mother all those years ago, Jace had grown up around men like this. But she couldn’t think about that now. If she did . . .

  “So,” Tessa tried again, working hard to ignore the male beside her who’d sniffed her neck, “how much for the bracelet?”

  “It is expensive,” the big Russian said in strained English. His name was Vadim Ekimov, and he ran the docks in San Pedro. The bit of research they’d done on Vadim before heading over here showed that he was a medium-sized gangster, but no better or worse than any of the others. He definitely hadn’t earned a Crow attack that neither he, nor his men, would ever recover from. Because if the Crows started going after every minor scumbag who lived in Los Angeles . . . Yeah, well. That would just be a bad idea. “We can’t just give it away, my pretty.”

  Knowing that these idiots had no idea what they were haggling over was beginning to wear on Jace. The man sitting between her and Tessa in the booth, whose hand was steadily moving up Jace’s thigh, was wearing on her even more.

  “We have money,” Tessa promised. “And it’s just so gorgeous, Vadim. I must have it.”

  The hand on Jace’s thigh inched up a bit more, and she was seconds from breaking the man’s fingers.

  “And what will Vadim get for such pretty bracelet?” he asked, leaning forward across the round table, eyes on Tessa.

  “My fist up your ass if you don’t give us a goddamn price.”

  The men all looked at Jace. And that’s when she realized that she’d not only said that out loud . . . she’d said it in flawless Russian in the men’s Southern Russian dialect.

  She couldn’t have given away her secret any more obviously if she’d put it on a billboard on the I-10 Freeway.

  “Ahhh, a sneak, Vadim,” one of the men joked, still not taking any of the women seriously. “They brought in a pretty little spy.”

  Tessa leaned back in her seat. “What’s going on?” Tessa, an African American born and raised in San Diego, knew Spanish and a little Korean from her time as a nursing student in a hospital in Koreatown, but that was about it. She now had no idea what was being said.

  Realizing she’d blown any chance of being subtle here, Jace simply replied, “Just give us the bracelet, Vadim. We’ll pay you. Well.”

  “And how will you pay us, little girl?” Vadim suddenly grabbed her chin and held her.

  Tessa was nearly out of her seat when one of the men pressed a gun to the side of her head. She silently sat back down, but her face said everything that was needed. At least to Jace.

  These men had just lost their one chance not to end up as “bird feed,” as the other clans called it.

  “I don’t like to be touched, Vadim Ekimov,” Jace warned. “So get your hand off me.”

  “Or what, little girl? What will you and your brown friend do to me?”

  “The question,” a voice from the dark corners of the closed club explained, “isn’t what she will do.” A blade slipped around Vadim’s neck and pressed against his jugular. “But what will the rest of us do?”

  Vadim immediately released Jace’s face and raised his hands.

  Jace wiped the spot where he’d touched her. Not because she had a problem with him in particular, just . . . again, she didn’t like to be touched.

  From the darkness they emerged, easing into the few lights that were still on in the mostly deserted club. Jace’s strike team. The girls she fought with, lived for, would die for if it ever became necessary. Her sisters. All Crows were her sisters, but these women . . . they meant everything to her. Always would. She adored them in a way she never said but felt deep down in her bones. In her blood. In the soul that now belonged to Skuld until Ragnarok came. Because she chose. A choice she’d happily make again and again.

  Kera Watson, the last to join their team, but the most naturally protective of any of the Crows, reached over the booth back, slipped her hands under Jace’s arms, and lifted her up, out, and away from Vadim and his hands-y friends.

  “You all right?” Kera asked, quickly releasing Jace.

  Kera was a former Marine and she knew people. Understood them in a way the rest of the Crows didn’t really bother to do. One of the first things she’d learned about her team was their personal foibles. She knew Jace didn’t like to be touched and she knew she didn’t like to sit close to people. So Kera had made sure to get her friend out of that situation as soon as she could. That was Kera. The full-time “fixer” of the group.

  Jace nodded her thanks before addressing Vadim again.

  “Give us the bracelet,” she said in English so that everyone could understand. “This can all be over if you hand over the bracelet.”

  Vadim turned a bit to look at her, shrewd eyes sizing her and the others up. “Why is bracelet so important to you? Why do you need it?”

  Jace shook her head. “Don’t haggle, Vadim. Not anymore. You lost that right when you pulled guns on us. Just give us the bracelet.”

  “Fine. We want a million for it. In Euros.”

  Jace let out a sigh. Men. Always so difficult.

  The Crows laughed at that, which the Russians didn’t seem to appreciate. But Vadim was being ridiculous.

  “No,” Tessa finally said. “You can have fifty grand. In American dollars. And you’ll be damn happy with that.”

  “Fifty grand?”

  “Fifty grand,” she said again. “And we all go away. Wouldn’t that be nice? Everyone getting out of this unscathed? Because trust me,” Tessa promised, grinning, “you will be scathed if you don’t let this go.”

  “I have better idea—” he began, but Jace let out a loud sigh that had Vadim looking at her again.

  “Problem?”

  Jace nodded. She didn’t want to talk anymore. She was tired of talking.

  “You see,” Erin explained for her, “you’re probably about to say something really sexual and disgusting, and she’s going to get really pissed and you won’t like that. We will,” she added. “But you won’t. So just give us the fucking bracelet.”

  Vadim glanced at his men and, finally, he agreed. “We will give you bracelet. If you have money now.”

  “We have the money,” Alessandra Esparza promised, slapping a briefcase on the table and opening it. One of the men quickly looked through the stacks of bills before nodding at Vadim.

  “Come.” He stood, and Erin pulled back the blade she’d had against his neck. The standard Crow weapon given to each of them almost from their first day. Made of the finest steel, it was a thin blade that could tear through either major
arteries or hard bone without much effort. The Crows were taught to fight with one in each hand, but if they ever lost one during a fight that was not a problem. They also had talons that could tear through flesh and bone just as easily. Why they had both, Jace didn’t know, but she also didn’t mind. Sometimes she wasn’t in the mood to have blood under her nails.

  Together, as one large group, the men with their guns, the women with their blades, all walked to the back of the club and down a long flight of stairs to the basement. All the liquor was down here. They moved through the cases until they reached a back office, where, using a key, Vadim unlocked the door and pushed it open.

  And that’s where they found them. The door to the walk-in closet–sized safe blasted open. The six men standing around it froze, staring at the Crows as the Crows stared back.

  It was the Protectors, a powerful Clan created by the god Tyr after the Crows and Odin’s Ravens had wiped out one too many villages for Tyr’s very moral tastes.

  Tyr had given his human warriors a powerful sense of justice and a “no enemies shall survive!” sense of battle. Just a few Protectors, with their owl-like wings, could silently swoop in and take out entire battalions of Crows and Ravens. In the beginning, they’d had no other purpose, but that had changed when the other Clans began to realize that the Ravens and Crows were needed to keep Ragnarok at bay.

  At the time, it was easy to accept the Ravens as one of the Official Nine. Chosen by Odin himself, they were all of the finest Viking stock. The Crows however . . .

  They were slaves brought to their Scandinavian shores and turned into vengeful warriors with black wings and dark souls by the Fate Skuld herself. She took these women as they were breathing their last, giving them a chance at a second life and to finally have an outlet for their anger after being ripped from their homes and dragged to a foreign land. For centuries, they were not allowed to be part of the Official Nine because everyone assumed that when the raiding and slavery faded away, the Crows would, too.